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Sand in My Chips...
On being kinky, perverted and human.
This journal may contain adult concepts.
Created on 2005-05-16 13:09:59 (#7131222), last updated 2009-11-21
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Basic Info| Name: | auxugen |
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| Birthdate: | 1968-04-03 |
| Location: | Seattle, Washington, United States |
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auxugen@livejournal.com BioThis is me, or at least about part of me and the parts I choose to show the world at large. I don't filter my posts so expect at any time to be exposed to adult, kinky, gay male topics without warning. Drive by porn is a good way to prepare yourself. If you don't like it, don't read. I believe and expect adults to be able to censor themselves, if you don't like the show, change the channel. If you know me in the real world, all I ask is that you help me preserve what, if any anonymity I have here on line and don't use my last name.
I am a human, a total pervert and a homosexual male. When I use terms like "gay" it's as a matter of convenience because I don't particularly fit in with the gay culture. My gay card has been threatened to be revoked any number of times because of things like not knowing all the musicals, gay movies or pop culture references that I apparently should know as a gay man. :-) I don't exactly fit in anywhere but can generally get along in most groups or situations one way or the other. While sex and all that goes with it is usually not far from my mind, conversely I'm not one big, walking gay hormone and most porn bores me. To try to say that I'm "complicated" or "complex" is just a nice way to say that I just can't easily define myself and that generally, I'm just making this all up as I go along. I have become incapable of stating anything absolute about me as there's always the possibility that things may change. Most things are situational for me.
I tend to avoid pop culture and main stream mentality like the plague and only marginally follow techno geekery fads. I have no room nor tolerance for chauvinistic fags or for gay men who are obsessed with all things masculine. I love men, I love the energy and the archetype, especially of the leatherman, but if I can't act silly once in a while without someone saying that's not very masculine, you just need to step away.
I have a ton of interests but so far lack the ability to focus very well on any one of them. But I'm workin' on that. I'm constantly examining myself, reevaluating and relearning things about myself and in that, I wind up having more compassion and understanding of other people. It's an interesting place to be. But even at that, I still have no room in my life for other people's drama. There's life and both the good & bad that happens there, and then there's "Oh my gawd! Bitch bitch whine whine". Go away.
I do know and admit that I take myself too seriously, even if I do have a sense of humor that on occasion lets the world know that maybe I should be gagged a little more often. But like other things, I'm working on that too. Not the sense of humor thing, but the taking myself too seriously thing.
Blogging (and my private journaling) are an attempt at sorting out some of all this and more. Being able to share those insights with friends and absolute strangers is my hope that my personal experiences may be of some help to anyone and also serves as a venue just to spout off.
With ALL that being said, please enjoy your experience.
I am a human, a total pervert and a homosexual male. When I use terms like "gay" it's as a matter of convenience because I don't particularly fit in with the gay culture. My gay card has been threatened to be revoked any number of times because of things like not knowing all the musicals, gay movies or pop culture references that I apparently should know as a gay man. :-) I don't exactly fit in anywhere but can generally get along in most groups or situations one way or the other. While sex and all that goes with it is usually not far from my mind, conversely I'm not one big, walking gay hormone and most porn bores me. To try to say that I'm "complicated" or "complex" is just a nice way to say that I just can't easily define myself and that generally, I'm just making this all up as I go along. I have become incapable of stating anything absolute about me as there's always the possibility that things may change. Most things are situational for me.
I tend to avoid pop culture and main stream mentality like the plague and only marginally follow techno geekery fads. I have no room nor tolerance for chauvinistic fags or for gay men who are obsessed with all things masculine. I love men, I love the energy and the archetype, especially of the leatherman, but if I can't act silly once in a while without someone saying that's not very masculine, you just need to step away.
I have a ton of interests but so far lack the ability to focus very well on any one of them. But I'm workin' on that. I'm constantly examining myself, reevaluating and relearning things about myself and in that, I wind up having more compassion and understanding of other people. It's an interesting place to be. But even at that, I still have no room in my life for other people's drama. There's life and both the good & bad that happens there, and then there's "Oh my gawd! Bitch bitch whine whine". Go away.
I do know and admit that I take myself too seriously, even if I do have a sense of humor that on occasion lets the world know that maybe I should be gagged a little more often. But like other things, I'm working on that too. Not the sense of humor thing, but the taking myself too seriously thing.
Blogging (and my private journaling) are an attempt at sorting out some of all this and more. Being able to share those insights with friends and absolute strangers is my hope that my personal experiences may be of some help to anyone and also serves as a venue just to spout off.
With ALL that being said, please enjoy your experience.
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acoustic music, almost anything new, art, bdsm, beards, bears, beefy men, bikers, bondage, boots, burly men, cbt, chocolate, coffee, conversational debates, creative people, d/s, daddy bears, daddybears, dominance & submission, duct tape, ecclectic music, electronic music, encasement, facial hair, flogging, furry men, gags, gay movies, hairy men, hoods, horror stories, immobilization, indie movies, leather, leather bears, leather musclebears, leather spirituality, leatherbears, leathermen, leathersex, macs, me, medical play, motorcycles, mummification, private moments, rain, rope, rope bondage, rubber, s&m, s/m, science & technology, science fiction, self exploration, sensual experiences, sexuality, shaved heads, sm, spirituality, stocky men, tattoos, utilikilts, walking, witty greeting cards
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